selamat hari raya

it's been a month i x update blog ni. alasan stndard ->BZ
puasa n raya thn ni bole la.. bes la gak
dpt rm2 je duit raye. singgit dr ayah, singgit dr maklong.
kakak aku pun dah tammo bg duit raye lg, ayah pun same. no provision for me. cesss
raye thn ni, 5 hari dok kat kampung. sehari b4 raye sampai la raye ke-5... okla bes gak
tp x bestnye, org raye, kene tgl sorg2 kat umh. kene siapkan thesis yg makin byk buat, makin byk x paham n makin byk keje. aiyoyoyo, lg beberape hari je lg nk kene submit ni. x sampai sebulan lagi
adoiiiiiiii
so, dpt pakai bj raye 1 je, tu pun ms hr raye pertame, then pas sesi slm2 n bg duit raye. terus tukar baju. x dpt nk melaram dgn bj2 raye...
lg,,, thn ni cume ry 4 buah umh je, kg ayah, kg mak, umh pakcik blkg umh nenek tu dgn umh auntie. tu je. yg lain x ikut pun org beraye.
hmmm,,, hr isnin n selase ni i keje, then cuti siapkan thesis. tatau la siap ke x, kalau x, extend la jwbnye.. tammo tp kalau dah takdir tiada sapa mampu melawanya kan. heheh
ni ade sket2 gambar raye, tgk la, kalau tanak tgk pun xpe...
ops lupe tujuan asal, selamat hari raya aidilfitri maaf zahir batin dari saya sekeluarga

thesis

time shown at 1:42am...

i donno to talk to who, because i noe no what want to hear...
so i think it's a good way i talk to my blog. i don hv a diary, perhaps this blog will replace diary instead to...

i am SICK of all these. i sometimes fed-up with doing something that i donno what is the outcome would be. if it will give a positive result, then Alhamdulillah. but what if it wouldnt?
i had sacrificed a lot. just to make sure i can settle all this on time, by the end of this year probably. but looking at the way how i commit to my work, i dont think it would happen. i need change i think. but i dont have enough strength to.

i forgone better offer just because of this. just imagine how i can just let go the offer, very near to my house plus a payment is one times more. people may said that i am greedy, ungrateful or so on, but i did istikharah and ask God to show me the way. and i really hope this sacrificed will rewards soon. rewards in term of what? only i know what i want in my life. no one would understand me. i have had enough of peeps who said so-many thing about what i was choosen. but i am very thankful to all peeps who shows their care-ness to me. i know i need all of u. i need ur advise and opinion. thank you so much people.

enough said about it, now, i shouldnt looking at the back. what i have to do is, FACE it on because i am the one who made a decision for myself. it one thing that i hate to do. sometimes, i always hope that i can be like a kids, much less responsibilities, everthing decided for me and everything provided for me. no need to go outside and exploring something mysteries and at the end, end up with nothing. hahaha. but it would never ever happen. i am 26 years old already. have to keep it on my mind. i can imagine if everything was decided for me, i would end-up my life in jail. or otherwise, rumah org gile. hahahaha

so, FOCUS on what i am doing right now, its only a few weeks left and i need to settle everything. it is the promise to myself. my really hope, everything will goes well. n i will get what i want. insyaALLAH.

2:08am (better go to sleep, otherwise i will sleepy while lecturing)

BIRTHDAY! what a wonderful day

it's been about 26 years ago, i was born at 2.00 pm. no wonder im bit "hot temper" since i out to see the world in the mid of the day. ohooo, bukan salah ibu mengandung. or in English i donnoe how to translate the proverb, it might be "not a fault of mum pregnant" or "it wasn't mum pregnant fault" or wateve it is..haha. how funny the direct translation it is...

but it wasn't the thing i gonna share here... reminiscing my birthday about 2 days ago, i just wanted to show some of my pictures during my birthday celebration. oh ye, for this year, i had 2 birthday celebration. the first one is celebrated by my buddies, edah n ayie. the simple and fun party dedicated specially for azrun (who was born in 1st august) and me born in a couple of days later. (however azrun is 2 years younger than me) haha. both them bought a cute cake and we went out to kedai kopi shah alam in front of dataran shah alam for cake cut ceremony... even a simple celebration, but we had fun and it was a memories that we never ever been forgotten.

our cake

birthday boy n birthday girl

plus edah

plus ayie

the second one was celebrated by my students. or should be more accurate my mentee. they invited me to have a dinner treat at one of my mentee's restaurant at ampang campuran if im not mistaken. then after we ate, the surprise looked when his gf brought a cake and put it in front of me and happy birthday song were sound. i was shocked and wat i can do was only smile! and later i said thank you so much to all of them for unexpected celebration. i think that i am lucky to have them as my mentee and students. because, i haven't seen any other lecturers have a chance to experience all these. hehe (sorry la kalau ade n i tatau)*** how perasan i am ye...

later, after cut cake ceremony, time shown at 10.45pm and my dad keep calling me asking when i will go back to home. emmm so bored staying at home with a 100% parents guidance. it will constrains my leg u see!!! i didnt did any fault but then when i arrive at home around 1130pm, my dad was bising2 at me. well.... i tot it is an usual thing and norm since many "bad habit" cases makes parents worried to their daughter especially. so i accept it and thankful to have them as my caring-loving parents. I LOVE MY PARENTS SOOO MUCH. muahxxxx

here are some of pictures, so just look at them for those who are interested. if u are not interested at all, i never ever asking or any coercion from me to look at it... haha.

my cake

cut cake ceremony

my mentees

ayie and me

among lecturers and ex-lecturer. thanks for accompanied me..

Beauty of Mathematics

got this emel n i think its good to share with..

Bismillahirrahmaani rrahiim

1 x 8 + 1 = 9
12 x 8 + 2 = 98
123 x 8 + 3 = 987
1234 x 8 + 4 = 9876
12345 x 8 + 5 = 98765
123456 x 8 + 6 = 987654
1234567 x 8 + 7 = 9876543
12345678 x 8 + 8 = 98765432
123456789 x 8 + 9 = 987654321

1 x 9 + 2 = 111
2 x 9 + 3 = 1111
23 x 9 + 4 = 11111
234 x 9 + 5 = 111111
2345 x 9 + 6 = 1111111
23456 x 9 + 7 = 11111111
234567 x 9 + 8 = 111111111
2345678 x 9 + 9 = 1111111111
23456789 x 9 +10= 1111111111

9 x 9 + 7 = 88
98 x 9 + 6 = 888
987 x 9 + 5 = 8888
9876 x 9 + 4 = 88888
98765 x 9 + 3 = 888888
987654 x 9 + 2 = 8888888
9876543 x 9 + 1 = 88888888
98765432 x 9 + 0 = 888888888

Brilliant, isn ' t it?
And look at this symmetry:
1 x 1 = 1
11 x 11 = 12
1111 x 111 = 12321
1111 x 1111 = 1234321
11111 x 11111 = 123454321
111111 x 111111 = 12345654321
1111111 x 1111111 = 1234567654321
11111111 x 11111111 = 123456787654321
111111111 x 111111111=123456789 87654321

Now, takes a look at this...101%
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint:What Equals 100%?

What does it mean togive MORE than 100%?
Ever wonder about those people who saythey are giving more than 100%?
We have all been in situations wheresomeone wants you to GIVE OVER100%.
How about ACHIEVING 101%?
What equals 100% in life?
Here ' s a little mathematical formula that might help answer thesequestions:

If:A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R ST U V W X Y Z
Is represented as:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 1617 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.

If:H-A-R-D-W-O- R- K
8+1+18+4+23+ 15+18+11 =98%

And:K-N-O-W-L-E- D-G-E11+14+15+23+ 12+5+ 4+7+5 = 96%

But:A-T-T-I-T-U- D-E1+20+20+9+20+ 21+4+5 = 100%

THEN, look how far the love of Godwill take you:
L-O-V-E-O-F- G-O-D 12+15+22+5+15+ 6+7+15+4 = 101%

Therefore, one can conclude withmathematical certainty that:
While Hard Work and Knowledge will getyou close, and Attitude willget you there, It ' s the Love of Godthat will put you over the top!It ' s up to you if you share thiswith your friends justthe way I did.Have a nice day & Allah bless U!!

one by one gone

actually, donno how to express my felling....

after 2 years ive served here, there were so many many people come in and out.
new comers, then resign. either senior staff or new one doesnt matter... means no matter how long u serve, a day, even an hour, or a week or a year or a couple of year of more than that, staff were resigned. then new comer join us but sometime only for a month n dont surprise, there were a numbers of cases where new comers only served for a day. huh. terrible is it....

and today, noriah n dayah left us n i donno how to express my sadness coz lost them as my colleague esp noriah which i can consider as one of my good fren. sbb aku dah imune kehilangan kwn2 baik di ptpl ampang ni. but i still hv to serve until mission complete. tp x complete2 lg ni. aduiiiiiiii

emmm, wonder WHEN MY TIME IS??? but life must go on and on and onnn

steamboat @ restoran nelayan, taman tasik titwangsa

last friday, i with my mentee accompanied by noriah went to ate steamboat... we ate so many many many seafood, prawn and crab especially.

not much to say, just looking at those picture taken during the day...

you guys take a look for a momment....

noriah n farihan gado2 in my car all the way during balik. rs mcm nk tinggalkan depa berdua tepi hiway mlm2 pekat itu. i drop by azmil at lrt ampang first, then farihan n last one noriah... after anta semua, i reach my house around 11pm n my mum keep calling asking where i am. anak mak is it. haha

haa forgot to tell you guys, the price per head is RM30 but +++. plus plus included service tax yg too high, kacang dlm pinggan n jeruk yg dihantar tanpa dipesan sebanyak 4 pinggan dgn tisu(we event didnt open from the packaging but yet, still had to pay) emm can consider expensive tp xpe PUAS HATI sbb makan udang byk sgt and the funny thing is, noriah got CB tomorrow nye. hehe

perkahwinan noriah

noriah adalah one of my colleague di sini. semasa mula-mula mengenali beliau, beliau masih anak dara dan seperti malu2 sahaja. selang beberapa bulan kemudian, beliau mengejutkan dunia dengan memberi pengkhabaran bahawa beliau akan bertunang. BERTUNANG? semua org terkejut yg amat. akhirnya, pd bulan berapa ntah aku pun x ingat, beliau pon berkahwin lah dengan jejaka idaman beliau dan selang beberapa minggu selepas perkahwinan beliau, beliau memaksa saya utk mengupload gambar perkahwinan beliau di dalam blog saya. pelik mengapa beliau ingin mengglemerkan diri di blog saya ya.... ok lah, tgk lah gambar2 yg beliau baru je anta melalui ym kpd saya, dan mengugut saya utk mengupload gambar2 perkahwinan beliau dan ingin melihat sebaik saje lepas pulang dari mengajar di kelas....haha gurau saje cik eh puan noriah

enjoy tgk gambar die!

ni noriah ckp ms die bertandang, terserlah tahi lalat manis

noriah malu2 sweet
i adore this pelamin... cantik

loving couple

raja sehari